wait pt. 2

please wait, till I fully realized that I don't  belong to you. till I understand if I'm not any better than her and the girls out there. till I have the courage to step back and awaken from a wish to be with you.

in that time, you don't have to worry that you might hurt me.. you don't have to be sorry that you can't feel the same.

because I don't want to hold you, if you don't want to be here with me  and if you think that things can change.

but just in case.. if I still have the chance, can you please wait? perhaps we will meet again someday, or in another life. please wait till I am stronger than I am now. till I can be a great lady that you'll only look at. till you're proud for having me.. and my excistence, finally matters