day dream

what's hurt the most,

wondering if he still loves you, too;

or realizing that he was never been yours at all?


and when you miss someone,

your heart hurts a litttle,

—or a lot.

wishing your absence matters,

just like his absence hits you.


then you ask, are you his 1 am?

or is it someone else?

but yours,

is always been him.

always.